Thursday, April 22, 2010

my vision

this entry is gonna be really similar to my first entry...

my vision is to become a junior high school teacher and help teenager in Japan.
with this vision, i dont find any classe i take in this uni boring or tiring, because everything i learn here could be useful in the future.

why teenager??
because thats when i had many struggles in my life.
about family, about friends and about myself.
i know that there are lots of broken families teenagers dont feel comfortable sharing their thoughts.
i hope i can be a teacher who is friend with students.


why in Japan??
so many teens suicides in japan.
i dont know if i can contrubute in decreasing those incidents, but i feel i have to do something about it!

teachers

i think if you always have an attitude of learning, anyone can be your teacher and you can get more wisdom and knowledge from them.

anways, there are many teachers by whom i got influenced.
one of them is my essay teacher from the clam school i attended in tokyo for a year.

she was a shining, cheerful and humbled lady and everybody liked her.
i really liked how she conducted classes and was happy to do extra reading for students' writing.
we really got on well and we went have lunch together and still keep in touch by emailing.


the most important thing that she taught me was knowing the truth.

i never liked studying.
but in her class, i learned how ignorant i was and how i wasnt aware of that fact.
i didnt mind expressing my ideas and was never shy about it.
However, i realized that having my own opinion without knowledge was really scary thing.
i ashame myself by doing it.

i started liking studying.
i started reading books again. (only what im interested in though)
i started being interested in what people think about a certain thing.

i can be really lazy and not hardworking.
and i think its not that bad.
but there are times when you need to know the truth and be sure that your ideas and opinions are not out of ignorance

this is what she taught me.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

my first official entry ;)

my first impression on KGU campus life was....exhausting...

till 2nd of April, i was pu-taro- (jobless) and had nothing that i was responsible of.
now that my first class starts at 9am i have to wake up at 7am and come home around 7pm.

but the good thing is that i naturally looooooooooooooooove busy life.
at first i thought i was gonna die, but now im loving it.

i love all the teachers that i know here.
i love all the classes that i take here.
i love all the friends that i have here.

omg!!
how good KGU campus life is!!

of course, i m gonna face many challenges, such as sleeplessness due to having lots of homework, worries about friendships and so on, but im like "bring it on!! wow!!"

as i wrote in my first entry, i wanna become a teacher after graduating.
holding onto the vision and knowing what i have to do for it, i dont find it difficult to enjoy what is given to me in my uni life!!

yey my first entry!!

ok, im excited about writing here, although i have no idea what to write about.

well, im gonna talk about my vision for this first entry :)

my vision for my life is to help teenagers in japan.

somehow, japanese teenagers has always been my focus.
not homeless
not poor children in the third countries.
well, once i thought they might be, but after doing volunteering in Thailand for 2 weeks and finding out that they starve for food whereas japanese teenagers starve for love deeply, i thought my mission was in here in my home, Japan.


i can't wait to be a teacher and love those starving kids !!!